contempt | Carrie's Take

Anger rages within my being as the truth pours forth and I come to know why life has been so tormenting and unforgiving to me.

So much has been unfair and devastating… no chance did I have to make things right or to grasp the golden ring as it flew by me into the hands of another… always another… never me… not once me… not even a single time was it to be.

I’ve cried the tears of many… and begged and pleaded often… only to have cold backs turned to me and the chuckles echoing into the darkness of my mood.

How dare I ask. How dare I hope. How dare I even wonder why.

Then comes the answer. The answer that has always alluded and deluded all that I ever was and am and might have ever been. I am a victim. I am a victim and now I know. No more questions to be asked. Just some checks to collect and the promise I’ll never try to be anything more than their little toy to nanny and pump their ruling self-indulging pride.

Oh, they… the saviors that have come to save us victims… the victims of their making… do dance in delight and no doubt toast us each night, as they enjoy all they have denied those not they. Alas for they, but not for us, one day their reign of twisted thought and selfish gain, shall lead them to the end of their enjoyed stolen reign.

And at the end of that path…

There shall stand the “new” dictators and designers, who will then appoint them the victims to be taunted and denied. It will then be they that cry and beg, while backs are turned and chuckles heard, as they become the toys to nanny and pump the rulers self-indulging pride.

Yes, it will be they… and rather than a helping hand given… someone will tell them that they are not only victims, but forever victims with no hope to touch their present or their future. Someone will tell them, “This is all there is. Give up and enjoy the crumbs we’ll give to you. You are, after all, a victim of our enemy and a pawn to be played by us and they.”

In thought of what is to come to be… the rage is no longer left in me.

It appears that the Holder Fast & Furious contempt case remains on hold, as everyone waits on a judge’s ruling.

So does that mean that Holder is on leave pending the outcome?

No.

If a cashier was caught stealing from his boss, would the boss leave him at the cash register, until a judge ruled on his guilt or innocence?

If a nurse was caught harming patients, would the supervisor keep scheduling the accused to work shifts caring for patients, while waiting on a judge to rule?

If a fast food employee was caught poisoning food, would the boss keep him preparing and serving food, while waiting on a judge to make a decision?

If a police officer was caught stopping cars and robbing the drivers, would the Police Chief keep the officer on traffic duty, as a judge ponders a decision?

If a prosecutor was caught doctoring evidence, would he be allowed to handle cases, while waiting on a judge to rule on his?

Then why is Eric Holder acting as Attorney General and making decisions on who will and won’t be prosecuted for whatever his heart desires, while someone waits on a judge to rule?

Does this then mean that the boss, knowing what Holder has been caught doing, is complicit or is it short-sightedness? Either way, there is a question we all should ask and ponder upon…

Where is the common sense in this now common behavior? Do we simply accept that there is none and go on about our business?

What do you think?